typing to try to get my brain to shut off....
my heart has been heavy. full of worry and wishful thinking. crazy wishful thinking. all i can keep telling myself is if its meant to be, then it will be. Waiting is the part that kills me.
I miss my friends... something to distract my head... i miss the talks, the stories, the adventures. remember the late night drive? I hope you do. come find me.
what do i do? im not sure but i need to get my ass in gear. i feel it coming, and falling down.its all in God's hands now, ive done what i can do.
